It looks like I would be moving out of my folks home sometime in September. One of my sisters recently gave birth to a baby girl and has took up residency with my folks because she cannot afford her apartment. My stepbrother and his small, but growing family has also taken up room since he has new orders from the Marines to come back home and be a recruiter (he has a disability now because of his shoulder.) Since my youngest sister and I already live in the house, it has created a lot of unwanted stress with my stepmother. She recently asked, “When are you going to look for your own apartment. I thought you were just going to stay here two to three months.”

I do not know how she could be so callous. I help out a lot in the house, but I will just go ahead and seriously start looking for a place. I really do not want to cause any havoc in the house and I should really be on my own anyway. It just kind of hurts that she had to ask in front of everyone in an angry way. I did nothing to deserve it and I do understand that she is stressed.

This stuff has thrown my schedule again so I have not been able to update a few things that I have wanted to do in sometime. Also, I had some problems with logging into my Wordpress and trying to blog for the past few days. I ended up going to the forums and trying to fix the problem.

I am kind of feeling down, but nothing like the severe depression like in the past… just normal stuff. I am about 2 weeks to being off my anti-depression medicine and I feel better at least. I just miss my son and it is my fault to have let my ex have him.

The blues have not hampered my productivity. My busy life has actually been the one to do that.

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