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Hot and hectic

I got my hair dyed a bleach blonde and cut it shy of shoulder length. There are a few layers in it so it will curl and style better. I usually have all my hair cut at one length. It was a shock as it has been quite a few years since I dyed it so light. I need to get a decent pic of it.

I did upgrade the WordPress, but I now have to redo the smilies as they are not the ones I made. I hate having to upgrade as it always seems to reset where certain things are located. I think that WordPress should consider trying to leave certain areas like the smilies or put something in their script to put an option to direct to what the smilies will be so it will update, instead of altering the installing plug-in. I do not know if that sounds logical, but I just want to be able to upgrade and not have to mess with my files so much.

Angel is in Mexico with his dad. I really hope he has fun and gets to learn more about the other half of his culture. Although he understands a lot, he does not speak much at all. I am concerned as I really would like him to be fluent in Spanish. It will allow him to connect better with the other half of his family.

I have been having a lot of drama issues with my most recent romantic experience. I had a great time with the guy over two months, but my priorities were not being met. I am truly not ready for a serious relationship, just plain dating and having fun. I have done the serious relationships and I just want to not be totally attached to anyone. I also have priorities like my son, my career, and my education. I need to finish my next degree, which I enrolled in a BA in e-business with Ashworth University. When I told the guy that I was not ready for the relationship, of course he not not happy, but he also decided to act as if I was some evil bitch. I did nothing wrong, but tell him the truth. If I had told him a year down the line, it would have been detrimental, right? On top of that, his ex-wife has been stalking my website from her work! THEN, I work in the same department as the guy. He is about 7 years older than my friends and myself… has not talked to my friends much until after we got together, and not is all buddy- buddy with them when he use to sit with people around his age. He had the audacity to say that if I did not know if I was ready in the first place, that I should not have tried. THAT IS BULLSHIT! Anyone knows that if you do not try, then you will never know if you are ready. I do not need the drama and decided to distance myself from that. I feel bad enough that the one friend of mine who helped set us up might feel bad that it did not work, but I am really hoping she is not thinking that he is some victim. Like I said, I did nothing, and if he cannot accept that, and keeps treating me as if I am his psycho ex- wife, then he can go fuck off….. and grow the fuck up. I have said my peace and unfortunately to him through a letter since he was too childish to accept the truth.

I have been going out afterwards and living my life how I want now, and feel much better.

One sitely news, I will be re-vamping and opening Blogtopsite.net within a week. It was popular before until the script became outdated and it was getting spammers. I also need to install a few WordPress widgets and plug-ins. I may even have a new layout in the making. I just have so much to do.

I have even been sending my resume out to hopefully get a real career. It just has been a hectic time.

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